Unsure of my own intentions

I'm so unsure.
I'm so afraid.
I'm still so broken.
I know that I want you,
but if its for
the right reasons
I have still not determined.
I'm scared
that I can't trust you.
I'm scared that I won't love you.
I'm scared that
I'll give you everything
I have in me
only to be broken again.
I know that I want you.
I don't know if I need you.

Possibilities, Probabilities & Combinations!

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot alot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next."
They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

Love Symptoms

Mushy feelings in your heart ...

You stare into each others eyes without blinking...

You can't wait to see the other person again...

You can't wait to hear the other person's voice again...

When you hear the other person's voice - you just melt...

You have a hard time saying "goodnight" or "goodbye"...

You never run out of things to say to each other...

You both start to say the same thing at the same time...

You start saying "I miss you" a lot...

You can't stop thinking about the other person...

Love Quotes

If I could be an angel, I'd make your every wish come true, but I am only human, Just a girl who's loving you

If there truly is one perfect person for everyone and destiny always takes its course then think of all the experience we get going through the wrong onesand how perfect we'll be for the right one

It's like you want to show that special someone why you love them right then and there, but it takes a life time to show that person, and that's the beauty of love and what makes it last.

Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too
LOVE? it's kind of complicated, but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy,that's love right there

Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day.
Love means making the other happy, even from a distance.

The rose that you gave me has faded, and wilted away. But, the love tucked in deep inside remains in my heart forever.

There are many things in life....that will catch your eye,but only a few will catch your heart .......pursue those

it is really amazing when two strangers become best friends, but, its really sad when two best friends become strangers

Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle; rather a great reminder of just how strong true love can be

If you're asking me if I need you, the answer is forever.If you're asking me if I'll leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you.If you're asking if I love you, the answer is I do.

It doesn’t matter if the guy is perfect or the girl is perfect as long as they are perfect for each other
Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up.

When the eyes meet and hold strongly they are bound to meet again.

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's perfect personIt's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be

Sometimes I look around for you and think you'll be there waiting and looking for me too...but you're not...you never are

Love is just a word till you can find a special someone who can give it meaning.

Who do you run to when the only person in the world who can make you stop crying is exactly the person making you cry

Your can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to the person to realise your worth.

You can give without loving but you cannot love without giving

I'm afraid to fall in love, afraid to love so fast. Cause every time I fall in love, it never seems to last

There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can do or say to make her feel alright
Falling for someone the first time is easy...it's the second time around, after you have fallen and trusted someone to catch you and they didn't...when it becomes difficult to let yourself fall again

How can you be friends with someone if everytime you look at them, it makes you want them even more?

Why do you expect me to be happy all the time when I'm crying on the inside?

I never really regretted telling you that I liked you, the only regret I have is never hearing what you really thought of me

I admit I were never the perfect one... I was never always there... I didn’t make you smile at times but there is one thing I admit I did.. I was the best person I could be for you...

When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody,you want the rest of your life To start as soon as possible

Even though you are right next to me, you've never felt so far away

If he's the first thing you think of when you wake up,the only thing you think of when your awake,and the last thing you think of before you go to bed then he's really something special

Missing someone gets easier everyday, because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will see each other

Do not marry the person you think you can live with,marry the person you can’t live without.

When I see you smile and I know it's not for me, that's when I miss you the most

Sometimes the perfect person for you is that whom you least expected to be.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too.

What can I do to make you mine Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you?

Love is waking up every morning and seeing God through the eyes of your lover

Telling someone you love them comes from the heart The place that made you love them from the start

A true man does not need to romance a different girl every night,a true man romances the same girl for the rest of her life.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

There are things you would love to hear but you will never hear itfrom the person from whom you would like to hear it, but don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with heart

I don't make you feel special, I just remind you that you are special.

If I love you, Love You forever Promise me you'll never stop loving me,Never Never

It is not only necessary to love, It is necessary to say so.

Love is when two people who care for each other get confused.

To love without expected return on my investment frees me to lovewith purity of heart, mind and soul...I am not distracted by selfish motive or disappointed by insensitivity....I am free to love... just love.

He's the one I call in the middle of the night He makes everything right Holds me when I start to cry Makes me smile with just his eyes Shares my hopes, dreams, and fears Wipes away all my fears Loves me without regret I just haven't found him yet

When you are in love never stop thinking of someone you love.

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted your years on someone who wasn't worth it,if he or she isn't worth it now he or she is not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now, let go...

When you like someone, you like them inspite of their faults.When you love someone, you love them with their faults.

All of our young lives we search for someone to love,someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope,all the while wondering if somewhere and somehowthere is someone searching for us

Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale

I’m sorry if I made you cry, I’m sorry if tears fell from your eyes;for that is not what I intended to dobut remember for every tear that fell from your eyes two fell from mine

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's special when you give it to someonewho is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best

Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see

Never say i love you if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there, never touch a life if you mean to break a heart, never look in the eye when all you do is lie, the cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways..

Love is not about " it's your fault", but "i'm sorry"not "where are you", but "i'm right here" not "how could you", but "i'm understand"not "i wish you were". but "i'm thankful for you are"...

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go,the challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them...

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else,but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you...

Love hurts when you break up with someone, it hurts even more when someone breaks with you,but love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel...

Forever means forever and not just a couple of days You promised me forever but forever didn't stay You once said you loved me I guess that was a lie Don't promise me forever cause forever makes me cry
When you feel you've found that one special person, never let them slip away,because once you lose them they may never come back and you'll have lost the greatest thing that you ever had

Love appears like bright lights in the night sky, and disappears in the blink of a teary eye

Its hard to look at you and say we can just be friends for the truth is i want you to tell me that you love me for much more than a friend.....

When things go wrong... when sadness fills your heart... when tears flow in your eyes... always remember two things: I'm here and I really care

I don't deserve you, I know that's true, but no matter what I'll still love you

If letting go was the only way to see him smile again....then what about my pain? If letting go was the ending in forever....why has everything started all over again?I can’t bring myself to confess...you were never mine...

Find a guy who would stay awake, just to watch you sleep

Forever is not a word... rather a place where two lovers go when true loves takes them there

You'll know that you miss someone very much when everytime you think of that person,your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick "Hello" from that person can bring the broken pieces back

Misery

Simply hate my life now...sux to the core...I'm bored to tears...how could they be so cruel to put me alone in a pj? Alone in e cell, nothing much for me to do...feel so useless, extra, helpless, lonely, sian....and e list goes on...some of u guys may tink i shd count myself lucky tat i ken slack now but u all will never understand how i felt now...real miserable...I've realized tat sch actually e best...u get to hang ard wif frens...and even if dere's pjs or assignments..u noe tat u have company and if u have encountered some problems u ken always seek help from frens cos they were afterall doing sth similar to urs. I remember tat I used to complain tat nyp has such limited variety of food…till I came to ncs…dot everyday wondering wat I shd eat…they dun look appetizing to me…or maybe I guess I’ve no appetites these few days..i’m sick for no reason…I dun remember eating a lot of heaty food or wat…but I juz fell ill after like 1 day of work at ncs…tink it’s probably e “working illness”…I remembered e last time I work at a factory doing packing work at nite…I felt ill too…I’m too weak I guess…yesterday was deepavali and I spent my deepavali slping watching tv coughing and sneezing away…and I’ve found out sth…deepavali the festival of lights is actually marking the final day of e hindu calendar…deepavali is by rite celebrated by the north Indians but now in Singapore they were celebrated by e North Indians, e South Indians, and e Sikh. And if u are wondering how to differentiate between a north Indian and a south Indian…here is how u ken differentiate (sry if it’s offensive to some)..heard from sum1…e north smells like chapatti (or whatever it’s called) and e south smells like prata…and another way is tat e north is e fairer skin and usually e more gud looking 1 while e south is e darker skin and when it comes to look they may not be as outstanding as e north…hah enuff of e deepavali thingy…whatever izzit I’ll like to thanx e Indian community for bringing us tis wonderful festival and aso not forgetting e Malay community for their hari raya…Thank you so much…if not for u all I’ll have 2 work on those days….last but not least enjoy e coming wkend and e extra holiday on Monday for the ppl who are having their ipp or fypj…SELAMAT HARI RAYA

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Parting

The following stuff are dicovered in my frens blog:

Parting,
The mandate of time,
Irreversible.

Words that were left unspoken,
Unaccomplished dreams which were once so strong,
Forever be embraced by the lonely darkness.

When the lights of the familiar street no longer shines,
I look up upon the sky.
Those Scattered stars,Shimmers brightly throughout the night,
Like tears of sorrow within my broken heart.

Will the fate that brought us together brings reunion once more?
Will those forsaken dreams be relive once again?As long as the faith remains,
I shall see your smile again,
Someday..

Quick thinking

A wife and her husband were having a dinner party for all the major status figures in Rome, Italy.

The wife was very excited about this and wanted everything to be perfect.

At the very last minute, she realized that she didn't have any snails for this dinner party, so she asked her husband to run down to the beach with the bucket she was handing him to gather some snails.

Very grudgingly he agreed.

He took the bucket, walked out the door, down the steps, and out to the beach.

As he was collecting the snails,

he noticed a beautiful woman strolling alongside the water just a little further down the beach.

He kept thinking to himself, "Wouldn't it be great if she would even just come down and talk to me?"

He went back to gathering the snails.

All of a sudden he looked up, and the beautiful woman was standing right over him.

They got to talking, and she invited him back to her place.

They were at her apartment a ways down the beach, and they started messing around.

It got so hot and heavy, that he was exhausted afterwards and passed out there.

At seven o'clock the next morning he woke up and exclaimed, "Oh no, my wife's dinner party!"

He gathered all his clothes, put them on real fast, grabbed his bucket, and ran out the door.

He ran down the beach all the way to his apartment.

He ran up the stairs of his apartment.

He was in such a hurry that when he got to the top of the stairs, he dropped the bucket of snails.

He looked at the snails on the steps,

then he looked at her,

then back at the snails and said, "Come on guys, we're almost there!"

BALANCE SHEET OF LIFE

Our Birth is our Opening Balance

Our Death is our Closing Balance

Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities

Our Creative Ideas are our Assets

Heart is our Current Asset

Soul is our Fixed Asset

Brain is our Fixed Deposit

Thinking is our Current Account

Achievements are our Capital

Character & Morals, our Stock-in-Trade

Friends are our General Reserves

Values & Behaviour are our Goodwill

Patience is our Interest Earned

Love is our Dividend

Children are our Bonus Issues

Education is Brands / Patents

Knowledge is our Investment

Experience is our Premium Account

The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately.

The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award

Love Letter

Ok guys.. this is NOT written by mi ah.. haha.. anyway.. this is a love letter.. a gal wrote to a guy.. omg.. so sweet... and touching..

-___nothing seems to be able_[to bring you back]___-

When I first saw you, when I first locked eyes with you... I saw something no one else was to see. Something beyond the wonders, of the eye. It was you, just you standing there. With the cloud, mist, circulating around you. Fighting my way to where you are, and when I touched you..... You disapeared...

Once upon a time.. in a land far far away... there lived a beautiful princess. For many years... she waited for her prince to come. She waited so long that she eventually fell asleep. One day, her prince finally came. He gave her a kiss and soon the princess was awake. They fell in love and lived happily... ever.. after. Her Prince was right in front of her, or so it was written in the book of fairy tales. Now this was the part where the prince would come and sweep his princess off her feet. This would be the ending... they would go heading towards the sunset, her arms wrapped around his neck.

But no... I'm sad to say, fairy tales were only created to mess with your imagination. I simply dunno why movies and stories always portray falling in love as fairytale. Not everything fits together so perfectly that way. Reality check: Fairy Tales Are All Lies.

The blue is is always a lonely mystery. It seems like it is hiding my sadness and loneliness every time I go pass it... If only wishes could be dreams and all my dreams could come true....

Yes, again someday, I will keep the memories deep in my heart. I'm writing this love letter, that you'll never recieve. I'm writing this love letter, to say my one sided love, will never decease. You could say I wrote this letter because I'm obsessed. Or you could say I'm a mess... But please never look at me, like I don't exist. Do you remember when we met.. time goes by just like the winds, carrying with it all my dreams. My heart was thumping and I thought yours was too. I must've stood there for hours, admiring your face... But never had the courage to tell you that face to face. I didnt even know what love was until I met you.

You are the most precious gift sent from heaven and I'm grateful that our path crossed that night. It's your smile that makes my day better, your laughter makes my day perfect. It's you who make me complete. Who would have thought that I would fall for you eventually... and that I actually have the ability to love someone ever so true... I found out right now... my heart going towards yours. I'm always so tensed up with you around.. Do you know how long I've watched you for? I looked at you from afar and always waited for you... Sometimes I look around for you and think you'll be there waiting and looking for me too.. but you're not.. you never are. You probably dont feel anything for me. I acted like nothing was going on, like I didnt feel anything... As for you, you never understood. The hurt that I'm going through... you will never understand it.

Do I know how to care for you? No I dont... Do I still love you? Yes I do. But in my heart I know that I am not good enough for you. I guess they were right in saying that the ones you love will hurt you the most. I really wish I didn't have to learn through a personal experience 'cause everyday I seem to find myself thinking my life is meaningless without the one Fate chose for me. Is it wrong how i want you.. Was it supposed to happen this way? Or did I just screw up Fate's plan? If I knew then would it have changed anything? I doubt it. Though I grieve very often over not saying goodbye I remember your last words, and I know no amount of time given can erase the tears caused by you.... At this moment I remembered it all.. it was my mistake. I really wish so much I could turn back time...

The day I lost you, it was the saddest day of my life. Now you're gone and forever... Never coming back... there's nothing I can do even though I miss you alot and long for you to come back. But that kind of thing can't happen.... I wish I had a normal life with the guy I love, loving me back. That way, I could've lived happily. But, wishes don't just come true like that, right?...But, I still want you to know I thank you a lot for walking into my life..... Remember, people have cruel hearts. They can be all nice and then turn on you like you don't mean anything to them. I know my mistakes now but I wish I could make you come back so bad. I know I can't but for me, you'll always be here in my heart.

Dearest ****, i love you.., even though you are loved by someone and you love that person, i will be here in the shadow looking after you. The shadow that you will never notice......but somewhere deep in my heart, i want you to notice that shadow. I'll be waiting, how long it takes, i'll still wait......... This love letter, brings out those dreadful thing called tears. This love letter, I know won't bring you any nearer.

OMG.. this is so touching..

Driving school exam

Q: Do you yield when a blind pedestrian is crossing the road?
A: What for? He can't see my license plate.

Q: Who has the right of way when four cars approach a four-way stop at the same time?
A: The pick up truck with the gun rack and the bumper sticker saying, "Guns don't kill people. I do."

Q: When driving through fog, what should you use?
A: Your car.

Q: How can you reduce the possibility of having an accident?
A: Be too shit faced to find your keys.

Q: What changes would occur in your lifestyle if you could no longer drive lawfully?
A: I would be forced to drive unlawfully.

Q: What are some points to remember when passing or being passed?
A: Make eye contact and wave "hello" if he/she is cute.

Q: What is the difference between a flashing red traffic light and a flashing yellow traffic light?
A: The color.

Q: How do you deal with heavy traffic?
A: Heavy psychedelics drugs.

Special

A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?"

Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this."

He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air.

"Well," he replied, "what if I do this?" He dropped it on theground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?"

Still the hands went into the air.

"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. Nomatter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless; but no matter what happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.

Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are stillpriceless to those who love you. The worth of our lives comes, not in what we do or who we know, but by ...WHO WE ARE.

You are special - don't ever forget it."

Priorities

5 things are happening at the same time in your house which needs your attention.

1- The phone is ringing.
2- The baby is crying.
3- Somebody is knocking at your door.
4- You hang out your washing outside and it has started to rain.
5- You did not turn off the tap in the kitchen and the water is starting overflowing.

In what order will you solve these problems?

RESULTS:
Each point represents something in your life.

1- phone : work
2- Baby : family
3- Door : friends
4- Washing : money
5- Water : sex

The succession of numbers you have chosen define the order of your priorities in life.
So, who decided to turn off the tap first ??????? :)

Fishing Trip

A man called home to his wife and said, "Honey I have been asked to go fishing up in Canada with my boss and several of his friends. We'll be gone for a week. This is good opportunity for me to get that promotion I've been wanting so could you please pack enough clothes for a week and set out my rod and fishing box? We're leaving from the office and I will swing by the house to pick my things up. Oh ! please pack my new blue silk pajamas."
The wife thinks this sounds a bit fishy but being the good wife she, did exactly what her husband asked.

The following weekend he came home a little tired but otherwise looking good. The wife welcomed him home and asked if he caught many fish? He said, "Yes ! Lots of Salmon, some bluegill, and a few swordfish. But why didn't you pack my new blue silk pajamas like I asked you to do?

The wife replied, " I did. They're in your fishing box..."

Great alternatives for your 'out of office' reply

1: I am currently out at a job interview and will reply to you if I fail to get the position. Be prepared for my mood.

2: I'm not really out of the office. I'm just ignoring you.

3: You are receiving this automatic notification because I am out of theoffice. If I was in, chances are you wouldn't have received anything at all.

4: Sorry to have missed you but I am at the doctors having my brain removed so that I may be promoted to management

5: I will be unable to delete all the unread, worthless emails you send me until I return from vacation on 4/18. Please be patient and your mail will be deleted in the order it was received.

6: Thank you for your email. Your credit card has been charged $5.99 for the first ten words and $1.99 for each additional word in your message.

7: The e-mail server is unable to verify your server connection and is unable to deliver this message. Please restart your computer and try sending again.'(The beauty of this is that when you return, you can see how many in-duh-viduals did this over and over).

8: Thank you for your message, which has been added to a queueing system. You are currently in 352nd place, and can expect to receive a reply in approximately 19 weeks.

9: Please reply to this e-mail so I will know that you got this message. I am on holiday. Your e-mail has been deleted.

10: Hi. I'm thinking about what you've just sent me. Please wait by your PC for my response.

11: Hi! I'm busy negotiating the salary for my new job. Don't bother to leave me any messages.

12: I've run away to join a different circus.

13: I will be out of the office for the next 2 weeks for medical reasons. When I return, please refer to me as ' Kate ' instead of ' Ken '.

==++ BACK ++==

Been really really long since i last updated this blog....actually i'm too lazy to blog and also duno wat to write about..but i promise shanny tat i'll blog so here i am....last nite or rather tis morning have a nice conversation chat wif yj and ling...hmm tink it's like going 5 mths since we last chat like tat...i really miss chatting wif u all...the crapping,suaning and complaining session though was like oni 1 or 2 hrs but i'm enjoying it...ling do come online at nite more often ley since ur com is ok le...and yj stop being so errr dao in sch ken? When i'm serving my ipp please do come online and chat wif me ley....i noe u 2 got long holidays(ling u may go and work but yj i noe u wun de lor so please keep me entertained k? and i wan see ur blog ley dun juz blog it on ur com nia ley...i can't see ur C:\Documents and Settings\..)...remember e yue hui huh and please make urselves available(no excuses from u yj)....aniway i'm feeling quite relieve now tat pj presentation is over though i may not do well but i'm not going to care it's over *period*..no more jboss mysql openwave for e time being...i'm happy...but guess is short...exams coming...and it's in less den a wk...saddening...where's e long holidays? i miss my long holidays(long holidays as in maybe 2 wks? 2 mths are too long)...looking forward to later's activities...i miss shan and ster..finally we r going out together again...though we may not do anithing special i still enjoy e 2 of u de company...let's be mad later...k?...hehe..guess nothing much to add le...and oo ya i would like to thank shan, esther, ling, shihui, shuzhen, yj, hongwei, hanrong, qiao wei, chychy, dage, ah han, hanting for e prezzies cards and bday msg...and aso not forgetting to thank the rest for the well wishes...HUG and a BIG thank you to u guys
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Nail on the Fence

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number ! of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. "

A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us." Show your friends how much you care.

Please forgive me if I have ever left a hole.

Hating Someone

A kindergarten teacher has decided to let her class play a game. The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes.

Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.

So when the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the name of the people he/she hated. Some had 2 potatoes; some 3 while some up to 5 potatoes.

The teacher then told the children to carry with them the potatoes in the plastic bag wherever they go (even to the toilet) for 1 week.

Days after days passed by, and the children started to complain due to the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes.

Besides, those having 5 potatoes also had to carry heavier bags. After 1 week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.

The teacher asked: "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with you for 1 week?"

The children let out their frustrations and started complaining of the trouble that they had to go through having to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.

Then the teacher told them the hidden meaning behind the game. The teacher said: "This is exactly the situation when you carry your hatred for somebody inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you go."

If you cannot tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just 1 week, can you imagine what is it like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your lifetime???"

Moral of the story:
Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not carry sins for a lifetime.
Forgiving others is the best attitude to take!

Find Out Your Character

Find Out Your Character

For Esther - October 5th:
You are Orange Sheep, who is quiet sort, and is a touchable person. But you possess feminine attraction as well. This may seem like flirting to fellow women, and may be misunderstood by men. You are a sociable, but tend to keep a distance from people, and will not show your real emotions and feelings easily.Although you are modest, you are a proud person as well. You don't apologize or yield to things. You have great tactics to make others take in your demand, without them realizing taht they are doing so. You are extremely good at negotiating and bargaining.You tend to feel isolated, and in order to overcome that loneliness, you have lots of interests. You have sharp eyes, and can make your ideals come true by effectively adopting other people's expectations.Although you lack leadership sort of action, you have perseverance to take up any challenge. You can also use money efficiently, and therefore you are a shrewd shopper.You are good at catching the heart of men. You will be liked by different type of people. But this may give them false idea, and cause misunderstanding.Although you may take men lightly, once married, you will become a devoted wife and a mother.

For Meiting October 21st:
You are Purple Wolf, who is simple, cheerful and friendly type. You don't change your attitude according to other person, and can state your own points of view straightly.You don't flirt or be too dependent, you are a serious person. You tend to lack sensitivity, and although you say things straightforwardly, you don't mean any harm. But others may misunderstand you and think you as cold hearted person.You don't try to exaggerate your attitude and expressions. You will not be influenced by your surroundings, and therefore are confident about your own thinking. This may make you seem as stubborn. Your hold your own philosophy about your life, and will steadily move on one step at a time towards your objective.You are very responsible and precise person. In personal relationships, you tend to be kind and soft-hearted; you can get on with people without thinking about personal interests. You possess strict economical view and are reliable person.When you get to your middle ages, you may experience instability for a long time.You are cool about your love life too. You don't like bargaining, and will approach with sincere heart. You grow love slowly, but sometimes you can get in a sudden burst of passion. After marriage, you will take care of your family well, and be a good wife.

For Shan - October 26:
You are Brown Sheep, who is modest and have a gentle atmosphere. You tend to express self confidence and calmness. You also have guts not to give up on things so easily. You are not shy towards men too. You like to take care of the others, and can not turn down favors. You are rather emotional, and optimistic. This leads you in making hasty decisions and overly optimistic outlook. You tend to take on things without thinking about your capability, and suffer with burden afterwards.You should think twice before taking on favors. When you can't cope with the work you took on, it is you that people regard as a person who lacks perspective.You have your own sense of values. You try to seek values in other people, and will start a relationship on trust. But you tend to be stubborn, and have great many likes and dislikes.You also hate being instructed, and decisions made by other people.You have observing eyes towards the others, and your natural sense of instinct and decisions are well developed. You are also a good negotiator.You are kind to those who work under you, and will not forget to show consideration and generosity. But you can be hard and difficult to those above you. They will regard you as being a rebellious person. You are a proud person, and do not like to lose. Nevertheless, you are very sociable and intelligent. You will not end up being an ordinary housewife. You are a bold and passionate person.

Happy Birthday~!!!

Sick

I feel so miserable.
Been having cough and flu for the pst weeks and it's not getting better.
Doing my best not to drink or eat anything that will make my cough and flu worse but it just doesn't seem to help.

For the sake of my exams, I been trying to study and I been coughing and sneezing like mad at the same time.
It's really very miserable.
Not a good feeling at all.
Feeling sick and stress at the same time.

Help man.. I dun think I can carry on like this.
Can't risk taking subs cos reason no. 1 - subs are definately more harder
Reason no. 2 - It will clash in the week of my TEP and lecturers have been stressing us not to fail and retake our subs.
How man.

Dun think I can aim for an A already.
Anyways shall make a move here.

Esther

4D Gathering

Yesterday was so fun.
Met up with shan&ting at citylink 1st and walked.
Recieved a very very nice surprise from them and my son.
They gave me a bday prezzie. So sweet. And touch. Really. Love you all so much.
They got me a s.h.e gong zai, a pink cap and this pink shirt that has a crying rabbit with the caption 'you suck and that's sad'. AHAHA. We 3 got the same shirts. With different colors too.

Then went around walking in Suntec before heading to Marina South to meet the 4D gang.
Shaowei brought along his gf, Syaza, a pretty lass.
We had fun having bbq cum steamboat.
Cracked alot of jokes. Shan, Ting and I at times zibi. But mostly it was shan who zibi. ahaha.
Then after eating we took SO MANY pics. The guys were like more zi lian kuang than us gals.
Took a pic of Shaowei and Chun Wei pretending to kiss.
Can't wait to receive the pics and post them up here for you guys to see.
A pity Siok and Xinyi can't be there with us.

To Siok: sorry to hear that BB is not feeling well and in hospital now. BB will definately be alright. Take good care of urself and BB.

Jingcong aka Pa send me, shan&ting home in his dad's car.
Thanks for the ride home, if not I wouldn't be able to reach home by 12am.

SPECIAL THANKS to Ruoyi and Suchun for the nice Perlini's Silver star earrings.
So touch by all you guys' gestures.
Damn it I thought I told you guys not to give anything!!
Argh! So touch!!
Feeling more sick than ever now as I was already coughing for the past few days and I ate too much oily and fried food at the bbq, therefore my cough has worsen and I'm now also having flu.

Currently, at this moment, I feel very very stress out again, cos I still have to do RTM proj and study for ICT ICA.
Sigh, wad a day it's gonna be. Gotta go now, rushing my RTM project le.

Thanks to:
Shanny
Ting
Qiao Wei aka Son
Ruoyi
Suchun
Mummy, for that generous red packet!!


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