Love Letter

Ok guys.. this is NOT written by mi ah.. haha.. anyway.. this is a love letter.. a gal wrote to a guy.. omg.. so sweet... and touching..

-___nothing seems to be able_[to bring you back]___-

When I first saw you, when I first locked eyes with you... I saw something no one else was to see. Something beyond the wonders, of the eye. It was you, just you standing there. With the cloud, mist, circulating around you. Fighting my way to where you are, and when I touched you..... You disapeared...

Once upon a time.. in a land far far away... there lived a beautiful princess. For many years... she waited for her prince to come. She waited so long that she eventually fell asleep. One day, her prince finally came. He gave her a kiss and soon the princess was awake. They fell in love and lived happily... ever.. after. Her Prince was right in front of her, or so it was written in the book of fairy tales. Now this was the part where the prince would come and sweep his princess off her feet. This would be the ending... they would go heading towards the sunset, her arms wrapped around his neck.

But no... I'm sad to say, fairy tales were only created to mess with your imagination. I simply dunno why movies and stories always portray falling in love as fairytale. Not everything fits together so perfectly that way. Reality check: Fairy Tales Are All Lies.

The blue is is always a lonely mystery. It seems like it is hiding my sadness and loneliness every time I go pass it... If only wishes could be dreams and all my dreams could come true....

Yes, again someday, I will keep the memories deep in my heart. I'm writing this love letter, that you'll never recieve. I'm writing this love letter, to say my one sided love, will never decease. You could say I wrote this letter because I'm obsessed. Or you could say I'm a mess... But please never look at me, like I don't exist. Do you remember when we met.. time goes by just like the winds, carrying with it all my dreams. My heart was thumping and I thought yours was too. I must've stood there for hours, admiring your face... But never had the courage to tell you that face to face. I didnt even know what love was until I met you.

You are the most precious gift sent from heaven and I'm grateful that our path crossed that night. It's your smile that makes my day better, your laughter makes my day perfect. It's you who make me complete. Who would have thought that I would fall for you eventually... and that I actually have the ability to love someone ever so true... I found out right now... my heart going towards yours. I'm always so tensed up with you around.. Do you know how long I've watched you for? I looked at you from afar and always waited for you... Sometimes I look around for you and think you'll be there waiting and looking for me too.. but you're not.. you never are. You probably dont feel anything for me. I acted like nothing was going on, like I didnt feel anything... As for you, you never understood. The hurt that I'm going through... you will never understand it.

Do I know how to care for you? No I dont... Do I still love you? Yes I do. But in my heart I know that I am not good enough for you. I guess they were right in saying that the ones you love will hurt you the most. I really wish I didn't have to learn through a personal experience 'cause everyday I seem to find myself thinking my life is meaningless without the one Fate chose for me. Is it wrong how i want you.. Was it supposed to happen this way? Or did I just screw up Fate's plan? If I knew then would it have changed anything? I doubt it. Though I grieve very often over not saying goodbye I remember your last words, and I know no amount of time given can erase the tears caused by you.... At this moment I remembered it all.. it was my mistake. I really wish so much I could turn back time...

The day I lost you, it was the saddest day of my life. Now you're gone and forever... Never coming back... there's nothing I can do even though I miss you alot and long for you to come back. But that kind of thing can't happen.... I wish I had a normal life with the guy I love, loving me back. That way, I could've lived happily. But, wishes don't just come true like that, right?...But, I still want you to know I thank you a lot for walking into my life..... Remember, people have cruel hearts. They can be all nice and then turn on you like you don't mean anything to them. I know my mistakes now but I wish I could make you come back so bad. I know I can't but for me, you'll always be here in my heart.

Dearest ****, i love you.., even though you are loved by someone and you love that person, i will be here in the shadow looking after you. The shadow that you will never notice......but somewhere deep in my heart, i want you to notice that shadow. I'll be waiting, how long it takes, i'll still wait......... This love letter, brings out those dreadful thing called tears. This love letter, I know won't bring you any nearer.

OMG.. this is so touching..