Misery

Simply hate my life now...sux to the core...I'm bored to tears...how could they be so cruel to put me alone in a pj? Alone in e cell, nothing much for me to do...feel so useless, extra, helpless, lonely, sian....and e list goes on...some of u guys may tink i shd count myself lucky tat i ken slack now but u all will never understand how i felt now...real miserable...I've realized tat sch actually e best...u get to hang ard wif frens...and even if dere's pjs or assignments..u noe tat u have company and if u have encountered some problems u ken always seek help from frens cos they were afterall doing sth similar to urs. I remember tat I used to complain tat nyp has such limited variety of food…till I came to ncs…dot everyday wondering wat I shd eat…they dun look appetizing to me…or maybe I guess I’ve no appetites these few days..i’m sick for no reason…I dun remember eating a lot of heaty food or wat…but I juz fell ill after like 1 day of work at ncs…tink it’s probably e “working illness”…I remembered e last time I work at a factory doing packing work at nite…I felt ill too…I’m too weak I guess…yesterday was deepavali and I spent my deepavali slping watching tv coughing and sneezing away…and I’ve found out sth…deepavali the festival of lights is actually marking the final day of e hindu calendar…deepavali is by rite celebrated by the north Indians but now in Singapore they were celebrated by e North Indians, e South Indians, and e Sikh. And if u are wondering how to differentiate between a north Indian and a south Indian…here is how u ken differentiate (sry if it’s offensive to some)..heard from sum1…e north smells like chapatti (or whatever it’s called) and e south smells like prata…and another way is tat e north is e fairer skin and usually e more gud looking 1 while e south is e darker skin and when it comes to look they may not be as outstanding as e north…hah enuff of e deepavali thingy…whatever izzit I’ll like to thanx e Indian community for bringing us tis wonderful festival and aso not forgetting e Malay community for their hari raya…Thank you so much…if not for u all I’ll have 2 work on those days….last but not least enjoy e coming wkend and e extra holiday on Monday for the ppl who are having their ipp or fypj…SELAMAT HARI RAYA

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